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❝I was made in russia❞

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001. GENERAL: I'm kadda, 25+, she/her; to me writing is a hobby, whereas I've got phases of high activity, it depends on how much work mun's got to do outside of this community. In texts, I prefer to write in German. Due to the fact that english is not my mother language, I'm too insecure to write whole plots in english at the moment (maybe this will change in the future). I prefer to write via google docs and threads on tumblr. I don't tolerate bullying or unnecessary drama outside of roleplay. any form of it will result in hard block.002. TRIGGER WARNINGS: I've never noticed any triggers for myself, but of course that doesn't mean that you might have any. Jascha is a soldier, so in writings with him you can be confronted with symptoms of PTSD, war, violence (which also emanates from him), traumatic experiences and other triggers in the form of mental instability. other major themes anchored in Jascha's character are toxic and manipulative behavior and alcohol abuse. if you have had bad experiences and do not want to write out such points, please let me know immediately. just because he's a soldier doesn't mean you have to write out a war zone or toxic plot if it makes you uncomfortable. That said, Jascha can also be a warm and caring person, so don't let the trigger warnings put you off too much. He's not always like that (... just most of the time. lol.)003. COMMUNICATION: Following or give your promo a like means that I'm interested in your character. Even though I'm not following you back immediately doesn't mean I'm not interested, so feel free to contact me! I'm a fan of getting to know your character roughly first. This can take the form of plotting together or IC-smalltalk, although I usually back off on the latter once there's interest in a shared plot and we start a novel . my DMs are open to you and I'm not averse to threads and writing prompts, even if you'll have to forgive me for not having much experience in them yet and preferring to write them in German.004. Shipping: Jascha is a multiship-muse, which means that every story stands on its own and so does every possible love interest. I ask that you accept this and communicate it with me if you don't want to interact with my character in this way when writing if it makes you feel uncomfortable. jascha is a very flirtatious and a rather physical person, which means that he is very quick to take the initiative, even if he is not pursuing any serious interests. For him, physical closeness and making out is a form of distraction from his traumas and emotional problems, even if he doesn't necessarily need emotional closeness to it.005. Alternate universes: My character is originally set in a modern setting, but I'm open to alternative universes. Jascha has already found a place in the cyberpunk and metro 2033 universe or as a UFC fighter. So don't hesitate to contact me if your character lives in a different world or if you just want to try something new.006. Disclaimer: I do not under any circumstances sympathize with current political events and actions of the real-world-russia. If anything, this account takes a critical look at recent events and criticizes military structures and their consequences in general. Wars in which Jascha has fought can be influenced by real events, but that doesn't mean that I deal with current world conflicts in my stories. There are no real political figures in Jascha's world and some conflicts (such as the terrorist attacks in Jascha's childhood in Kazakhstan) or smaller landlocked countries are fictionalized. Once again, if you are triggered especially in these topics, there are plenty of other things we can write about.

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Born in Atyrau, Kazakhstan, Jakow, known to everyone only as Jascha, looks back on a childhood sheltered by his parents' love. Rather lower middle class, the family did not own much, but did everything they could to ensure a secure future. This became particularly clear when the family witnessed and fell victim to a series of terrorist attacks, which ultimately led to them emigrating to Moscow. At the age of 8, the traumatized boy initially found it difficult to relate to his peers, increasingly became a problem child and developed the desire to become a soldier one day as a result of his experiences. With the initial motivation to protect those who were important to him, he then began his military service in the Russian Federation at the age of 18 and found his profession there, three years later joining the GRU Speznas, a special unit of the Russian military intelligence service. But as the years went by and he was deployed abroad for longer periods of time, during which he witnessed or even carried out traumatizing events for many a man, he was given more material for nightmares and the knowledge that his naive desire to help others was not enough to do what was required of him in the service of Russia. Indoctrinated by propaganda, Jascha justifies his every action with what he has been told over the years and covers up the trauma he has experienced in his private life with alcohol and excessive partying. He has always found it difficult to enter into real relationships in the past, as he does not like to indulge in such deep feelings. This often makes him appear dishonest, unapproachable and sexist, despite the fact that he makes a very extroverted impression on others. He feels alienated from civilian life, whereas he only feels that he has a purpose in life when he is on duty. In his team, he is known for his excellent shooting skills as well as his close combat skills and is usually the first to enter a room to clean it.